when u r suddenly too free at work ...
you start to get worried that you are no longer 'useful' ...

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human beings are hard to please ...

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i should just sit back and relax ...
(for the time being)

10:42 PM

i hope that this is the latest for this yr ...
& that its the right thing to give up A for B ...

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true colous ...
i've seen lots of it today ...

at the end of the day the last person to point fingers loses ...

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time to realise that there is no true friendship at work ...

time to start protecting my own ass ...

time to record everything in black and white ...

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once again ...

welcome to the real world ...

12:28 AM

my new year resolution is to become an emotionally stronger person ...

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i feel happiness being drained away from me day by day ...

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what will the outcome be tmr ?
will i really be better off?

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i dont want to think ...

10:07 PM

*-*

*_* mode

my NY holiday is over just like that ...

i think the nxt one is 2-3 mths later ...

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today's cab uncle brought me around mhd sultan for a night tour ...

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Mr N's replacement is here ...
(that's fast)

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yest's tomyum steamboat didnt give me diarrhea today ...
can it give me diarrhea tom?

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'OH YEAH'

10:36 PM

cab uncle

today's cab uncle asked me whether i m married!?
(can 2 weeks of OT really age you that much??)
then he started to gossip about his regular customer/friend ...
then he taught me how to choose the right man ...
what a lively uncle ...

10:50 PM

am kind of glad i didnt attend the pri school gathering today ...
cant even recognise half of the people in the fb picture :X

i should just remain antisocial ...

12:40 AM

feeling overworked n undepaid ...
again ...

my only motivation is funding for my japan trip . period.

11:10 PM

mr N dropped the bomb today ...

was still clinging onto the 15% chance that he might turn up ...
but no ...
didnt even want to wait for my farewell treat ...

there goes my brother ...
my complain partner ...
& i didnt even have the chance to make a nice farewell card for him ...
T.T

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this is life ...

i need to grow up ...

12:04 AM