i want to be that easily contented little girl

juz when i tot tt everything's settling down ...
somebody has decided to leave (again) ...

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the 'right' decision is obvious ...
but y m i still feeling .........
disturbed

10:37 PM

23

have been surrounding myself with food lately ...
not that i mind ...
(but my throat has been silently protesting)

still ... thx peeps for taking time off for me :D

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figured out that i shud be greedy
n make more specific wishes nxt yr ...
(eg. a well paid job with nice colleagues convenient location
growth opportunities & minimal OT)

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y m i always bothered by the decisions that others make?
i shud juz face the challenge ...

10:22 PM

light

i think i can now safely channel my wishes to non work related areas :D

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*croak*

9:36 PM