the new challenge

sometimes the more i tell myself to toughen up ...
the more easily i crumble ...

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a new challenge awaits tmr ...
all i know is that i have to do papa E proud ...
& prove to those pple that my shi fus have taught me well ...

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i have to believe in myself before others can believe in me ...

10:13 PM

record 11pm

is reminding us everyday that "we are going to die in dec"
going to make things any better ???

wad we need now is more encouragement ...
not additional stress ...

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& all the mini 'projects' to 'save us' from working late ...

sorry i m not at all appreciative ...

is the root of the problem solved ???

or rather did u bother to understand what's the root of the problem?

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i am slowly clocking more hrs to justify y i should leave the job ...

its just a matter of time ...

12:26 AM

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yest we ran up n down the escalator to sneak out for coffee ...
today we tricked papa E into thinking i was in trouble ...
will things still be the same when u guys r no longer ard?

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retrenchment news r popping out everyday ...
i know tt i m blessed with what i have ...
but somehow ...
i m more than willing to accept a retrenchment package if it comes my way ...

i want my freedom ... back ...

11:52 PM

all good things must come to an end

i think i will start to dread fridays if all my fridays r gonna end up with me all teary eyed ...

sometimes i really wonder y i m still hanging on ...

y m i doing this to myself ...

i dun care for the higher pay or the title ...

all i want is an ordinary job ...

n a life ...

i dun wanna feel the blood pressue rising from 1 to 4 pm ...

i dun wanna be spending 12 hrs in the office ...

i dun wanna lose my temper at the pple ard me juz bcos i'm all tired n stressed up ...

& this is just the beginning ?

i dont know how i m going to survive 2 weeks ltr ...

giving up is probably not the best decision for now ...

but i was nvr a fighter to begin with .............

9:34 PM

monday blues

Pop! Goes My Heart

I never thought that I could be so satisfied,
Everytime that I look in your angel eyes.
A shock inside me that words just can't describe,
And there's no explaining.
There's something in the way you move,
I can't deny,
Every word from your lips is a lullaby.
A twist of fate makes life worth while,
You are gold and silver.
[CHORUS]
I said I wasn't gonna lose my head, but then
POP! Goes my heart.
I wasn't gonna fall in love again, but then
POP! Goes my heart.
And I just can't let you go,
I can't lose this feeling.
[VERSE 2]
These precious moments, we have so few,
Lets go far away, where there's nothing to do but play.
You shoo to me that my destiny's with you,
And there's no explaining.
Lets fly so high, will you come with me tonight?
In your dress, I confess, you're the source of light.
The way you shine in the starry skies,
You are gold and silver.
[CHORUS]
A twist of fate makes life worth while,
You are gold and silver.
[CHORUS]

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hilarious mv from
music&lyrics

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& its gonna be monday again ...
boooooooooooooooo ...

9:27 PM