misses

it feels surreal to be back ...
it feels weird to not have you ard
i m tired but i feel much lighter ...
i m physically here but mentally away ...

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i miss being a tourist ...
i miss absorbing the sights and sounds and history of japan ...
i miss having everything taken care of ...
i miss you my silly
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i think i m starting to see some light ...

10:49 PM

lost

do u really think that a mere japan trip can help me forget how badly u r being missed ...

i have no one to say good morning to this morning ...

i feel lost ...

6:30 AM

goodbye my silly

my silly ...
thanks for waiting for me to get home ...
thanks for not showing that you are suffering ...
thanks for being there these 2.5 yrs ...

mamee loves you ...

10:13 PM

T.T

eeeks ... my boots is not going to reach me on time .. boo hoo ...

8:02 PM