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“The trouble with the rat-race is that even if you win,
you're still a rat."
- Lily Tomlin

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i'd much rather be a fairly paid happy rat ...
than a well paid stressed out rat ...
really ...

but i guess i dun quite have a choice now ...
so ...
i shall motivate myself by looking on the bright side...
2 PHs in dec
1 in jan
2 in feb
1 in mar
n the v much anticipated 10 days to japan in apr ...

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yes i shall (try) to persevere for now!

8:47 PM

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i can see right through that 'smile' ...
the jealousy ...
the thirst for power ...

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i want my old happy-go-lucky self back ...

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if onli i can be immune to everything ...

10:08 PM

iwannabecarefreeagain

the volcano finally showed his true colours ...
spewing out lava at the innocent
juz because he cant control his own emotions ...
what an ugly ugly sight ...
i m disgusted ...
n all respect has been lost ...

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dont think i can keep to my 10 mths target afterall ...
not when the good pple who genuinely care r leaving ...
& the erratic volcano's condition can onli worsen with additional stress ...

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have been thinking abt alternative job choices lately ...
do i have the courage to venture out ???

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dec is gonna be crucial ........................

1:43 PM

grumbles of a 1 wk old perm

i have learnt:
1) to agree humbly to whatever mistakes i make
(bcos nobody cares whether or not u r juz following instructions)
2) to watch whatever i write
(bcos pple have all the rights to make mountains out of molehills)
3) to watch my back
(bcos i have finally met walls that cant be broken with my smile)

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there r still nice forgiving souls at my place ...
but a few evil b & js (thank god i have not met jerks ... yet)
is enough to make life miserable ...

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youngest doesnt mean least capable ...

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its the 1 yr mark that keeps me going ...

10:52 PM

becareful of what u wish for

the birthday wish came true ...

but somehow i'm not happy ...

i shud be contented really ...

but i think i m juz scared ...

scared of the impending responsibilities n expectations ...

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its really time to grow up ...

10:24 PM