things are getting more drama at work ...
now i understand what is full fledged politics ...
i am not the targeted one but it bothers me ...
how can
you want to hurt someone so badly as to want her to lose her job?
(esp in such times?)
to cc all the possible important personnels to bad mouth that person?
its already personal attack ...
i may be biased ... because i can never look at
you the same way after what
you have done ...
(calling us robots? after we have slogged like mad for
your dept? all the sacarstic comments?)
but what calls for this much of hatred?
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we had spot check on friday ...
i think the last time i felt this kind of fear was maybe during primary sch days?
when the kid from the other class will bring this name list to call out the next person who is 'wanted' by the sch dentist ...
my heart was racing ... & i was silently praying that my name wouldn't be called ...
i was lucky enough to escape this time ...
but if the one who made that 'mistake' was me ... would
you have let me off so easily ??
i bet
you will go about with your
"do you know what is the difference between loan admin and middle office?" or
"can't even follow simple instructions"seriously ...
is that how
you show your appreciation to the people who have worked hard for
you ?
how do you expect me to ever respect
you again ?
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the only thing for sure is that i cant wait to leave this place ...
but being a procrastinator sucks ...
(that reminds me i have yet to send out
ah yan's mascara! oops :X)
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my only motivation now is my in-the-process-of-planning japan trip next year ...
i really hope to be able to leave this place by yr end though ...
since next year will probably be the same as this year ...
no bonus no increment ...
i feel sooooooooooo appreciated ...
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