the big R

everybody else either knows something or wants to know something ...

they should just get the restructuring over and done with to stop the speculations ...

i honestly cant be bothered ...

anywhere else will be better than where i m now ? i guess ??

but given my record with lady luck ... it is still too early to tell ...

10:50 PM

2nd class citizen

i dont understand how B managed to derive the logic that "we dont need 3 pple to wait for an approval" so TL can drop her responsibilites and leave just like that ...

do the rest of us not have families waiting for us for dinner?
or just because we have been staying late in the past we should continue to do so?

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i dont know which is worse:
1) TL who doesnt care, or
2) B who treats you like a 2nd class citizen

right know i am experiencing both ...
& i dont think i deserve this kind of shit ...

11:35 PM

a very tired rat

the bitter self is back ...
sometimes i really wonder ...
y do i even bother to be nice ...

i m sick to the stomach of all the taichi-ings and back stabbings ...
can work just be work alone n nothing else ?

10:17 PM